What kind a type?

// Kim Bum, the cutie pie or kitty cat face. Takes my breath away...

// Gabe Nevins, cutie with COLD and COOLness eyes...

// Alex Turner, cutie and 'dangerous'

(he playing guitar and vocalist on alternative band, what more HOT than that?. And he still cute without too much effort).

Buzzzzzzzz.....

I remember sumthin. When I was in college, I was have a crush on with my senior. I still remember at the moment I saw him for the first time. He wore ugly converse with tape, cute, short, skinny, white t-shirt, bangs hair and jeans. I call him, mr. little, because he is short and have cutie pie face. One thing that I still love from him is, her bangs hair and how he comb his hair with hands. I dont know, at that time he so mesmerize and irritating!. His name is Mehdi, oh even I love that name. But, after he graduated from college, one news was broken my heart that he already have girl friend. SHIT!. But, I never care about the girl friend, toh, selama gw tebar pesona dia flexibel and membalas flirting gw. We never have intimate conversation, gw sama dia cuma bertemu mata dan senyum. Thats it, only have eye contact. It was crazy feeling ever I have in my life. I falling love deeply with someone. I think thats enough, I adore him as someone have talented skill on design. I was major in grafic design. But then, its about 2 years after me graduated, I meet with him again. He more fat, fresh, wear 'fancy' clothes. I never ever spot his girl friend. It's weird, during college my heart only for him, love is blind and its sucks!, but at the moment I meet with him again, I didnt have any kind of respect anymore!. Because one or two things.

Talking about boys, I always breathtaking with the boys having cutie pie face or baby face. Baby face just like kitty cat, wew!. Hahaha, my celebrity crush was like ; Alex Turner from Artic Mongkeys, Kim Bum, Korean actors. Gabe Nevins, ohhhhhh yea, I love the way he looking and gaze. But, Im not really into American boys, except Gabe. I do more love British guy, with the messy hair, arrogant but somehow is sexy, sharp and gap chin, long coat, scarf, smoking, walking cool on the street. Just like Richard Ascroft did in his video clip ; " Bitter Sweet Symphony".

How about Asian boys, I do more love Korean boys. They porcelain face, cute and sexy cat eyes, makes me wurf wurf wurf wurf..... breath taking!.

SAINT and FAITH againts HOLLYWOOD? impossible, oh is all about SINNER industry

" it was like having an alter ego. I was able to keep my public persona

controlled and let the messiness be in private. I could be a human being. I dont want to have to live a perfect life, but I know that my actions may affect or influence poeple, and there is a little bit of responsibility in that".

( Natalie said in TeenVogue, Dec/January 2008 edition)

Dress like Audrey Hepburn in Bazaar magazine

As Molly in Mr. Magnorium's Wonder Emporium

bravery swallow her own 'faith' principle in CLOSER

As natural beauty with Zach Braff in Garden State.

As Anne in The Other Boleyn Girl.

Cut her beautiful hair in V for VENDETTA

As Queen Amidala in StarWars.

As dangerous indie kid

(today generation indie kid is of Ellen Page after Jodie Foster, Drew Barrymore then Natalie)

Sean Faris

In the name of Hollywood and career, he broken 'cuteness' images with pose half 'sex scenes' on Tylershields.com (and this photo have adult content and makes me breathtaking, shit!)

Do you know Sean Faris? Well, actually I didn't follow his career track and movies. Only the last moment I know about him is, when I read his article on TeenVogue Young Hollywood edition. He's typical of cute boys on college who loves sports so much and have mesmerize smile. But, with all charming thingy that he have, seems likely Hollywood impose every actrees, actors to be professionalism to able doing every kind of character on career aspect (including homicide of personal images, I GUESS). Angel, nice, cute, bimbo, bastard, sex maniac, kanibal or everything!. Sometimes when browse my fave actrees or actors on internet, and found they semi naked, topless photo I was like a, whaaaaaaaaat? what the hell is this?.

Take example for this case, I was big fans of Natalie Portman, I really adore with her 'straight' statement to not take a apart on sex and nudity scenes in movie and photoshoot (when she make this statement she still 17 or 18 years old, forget about detail). Its really rare to find out actress who have 'faith' statement like her. But then, when she's getting old, seemingly, she dare herself to swallow her own spittle. With her dare-devil role as striptease dancer in Closer. Then, what happen next?, she's taking sex-scenes in Hotel Chevalier movie. But, I dont know she's getting naked in this movie or not. And yet, she's really NAKED on photoshoot, what?. As a fans of her brainy & manner attitude, I totally lost my wonderfulness with her faith statement. Its weird, I dont know, when you having 'celebrity crush' , then u expect too much to put them as ROLE MODEL, adore them until die and keep searching, watching all about they real life-story etc etc. But then, when we know that our fave celebrity, actors or actress having scandal, sex scenes, nudity photoshoot etc etc. What does u feel?, did you ever feel upset of how very 'saint' they are or ; oh, they just doing a job?. Or maybe Im just too naive to accept that celebrity is ONLY HUMAN and HUMANLY. No, but I really adore her because she's perfect combination between beauty, brainy, manner attitude and 'faith' statement. I never found her drunk photo or party-ing or anykind of bitchy attitude. And she's ROLE MODEL. Somehow, as actress she might be have learning and take new experience on movie role and challenge herself as personal. But, so far, I already can accept that Natalie Portman, my celebrity crush is only human and maybe she doesn't look perfect for me anymore but who the hell are me???. And its amazing to see her ability to play different character on movie scenes. Love u Natalie, :). (pic : all from polyvore)

Alter Ego

Dark--sharp gaze....

smoking--smoke....

sensual....
into the wild..

is all about ALTER EGO

pic : polyvore

My dreamy hair

I would like to cut my hair again. I want short with edgy cutting. Such as Rihanna, Kate lanphear or maybe like Agy bob style... But Im fallin love with what Kate lanphear did with her hair. Edgy but not looking too much androgyn. (pic : polyvore)

what's the story of morning glory

The beauty of morning glory....

Bangun pagi memang menyegarkan badan dan pikiran, rasanya beda kalo bangun pagi. Segeeeeeeeeer dan sehat karena matahari pagi masih sehat dan hangat. Sayangnya, akhir-akhir ini gw susah lagi buat bangun pagi. Rasanya badan lemes setiap bangun tidur. Gimana ngga lemes, stiap malam gw tidur jam 12, itu juga paling cepet!. Biasanya jam 11 udah paling malem, semua ini gara-gara kebiasaan main internet malam-malam!!!. Kids, dont try this at home, is sucks!. Gw pernah baca di koran untuk mengobati susah tidur salah satunya, jangan berinteraksi dengan komputer 2 jam sebelum tidur. Karena cahaya komputer memiliki gelombang elektromagnetik sehingga membuat syaraf kurang relax menjelang tidur. Oh, well, no wonder aight?. Rasanya akhir-akhir ini badan gw cepet capek karena kurang tidur dan pelampiasannya; K.O.P.I. Ada satu waktu gw keluar rumah dan memakan tenaga 'jalan kaki' yang lumayan capek dan melelahkan. Anehnya, begitu di tengah jalan gw ngos-ngosan capek-kecapean!. Yailah, gw seumur-umur baru kali ini ngerasa begini. Maksudnya, keadaan dimana gw mau pingsan dan itu aneh karena gw belum pernah ada di 'titik' itu *hala!*. Dan ketika orang merasa membutuhkan mineral untuk mencharge kembali energi tapi gw malah mencari-cari Kafein, yea, kafein. Cukup kafein. Udah mulai eror nih, aneh nih. Tapi apa daya, dengan kebutuhan tidur yang kurang, habit yang ga sehat plus tekanan mood yang mendidih dan 'maksa' minta segera di tenangkan dengan segelas kopi. Hell, yea, gw tau itu bukan kebiasaan yang baik tapi apakah karena faktor U?, mungkinkah?. Tapi beneran dah, walupun subuhan abis itu pasti tidur lagi, ga kuaaaaat kalo ga tidur lagi, ngantuk bener!, gimana kalo gawe nanti. Tuhan tau mana yang terbaik untuk hambanya. :)

Upset

Shit things happen to me, oke how does't you feel when you tell ur secret to someone with carefully then that someone open to public about detail???. Unacceptable! how dare she do it to me? I thought she can keep my secret, and what've got?, I really upset with her, I promise to my self, I never talk with her anymore, never!. Only say Hi, that's enough!... I hope.

Yes, I LOVE You

From top :

- Vintage rings

- Blue eyes ring

- Kitty

- My zipper boots

- TeenVogue Handbook

- James Mc Avoy and his British accent

- Everything what MK Olsen wear

- Ice Caramel coffee
pic : polyvore

CUTE part II

pic : polyvore